Hospital Day #7

So a lots been going on the last day or so. Yesterday I had thrown up around 6 times. Dry heaving, that fun stuff. I basil you slept all day yesterday. My heart rate was steady around 125 and my temperature is 100.9.

I’m still losing weight and so I feel weak. I did do tube feeds, but used a boost breeze instead of my peptamen. I threw up this morning and continued to dry heave afterward. I got an ultrasound and nothing showed up. I also got tested for celiac and ibs, both negative.

My blood sugar got tested and was normal also. There testing me for c dif and May do a gastric emptying test, which I’m hoping they do. It tests for Gastroparesis.

I’ve been hooked up to I’ve fluids since I haven’t been taking anything in.

I’m planning on doing a marvel movie marathon. Yay.

I don’t really have anything else to say. Thanks for all the support.

That’s all for now,



500 Posts

So many posts… the time I’m uploading it’s more than 500 ports, but you get the idea. I can’t believe I’ve uploaded 500+ posts, I wonder how long I’ve spent on this blog..? 😂

Hospital Diaries #1

I got admitted today for a lung infection. Brianna has the room I had last time and I have the room on the right of her. They are connected rooms because they are for isolation.

I unpacked and talked to nurses and doctors about medications. I got my blood drawn and went down for xrays. I got 2 of my chest and 2 of my abdomen.

Then came the time for iv. My veins suck from all the iv and blood draws. They had to poke me 3 times til they were able to get one that worked. They kept blowing and used a 24 gauge so I have to make sure that they flush it every 2 hours, but Im going to be npo tonight and hooked up to fluids, and hopefully get a picc tomorrow.

Im about to do respiratory therapy.

Thats all for now,



Stupid Lungs

I’m pretty positive I’m getting a lung infection. When I went to my check up from me last being admitted I had to do pfts, get my flu shot, a throat vulture, and a bunch of other stuff. My pfts were down, which makes since because I was having a little problems with my lungs. One of my numbers were 78, which isn’t bad, but before they were 84 so there down from when I was discharged from the hospital.

I’ve had increased in mucus and I’ve had a cough that is continuously increasing.

I feel crappy and I’m constantly tired and my joints hurt. My nausea is also worse, but that usually happens when I’m sick. I’m also getting out of breath and stuff. My doctor just said it isn’t concerning her and so she didn’t put me on any antibiotics.

So now I’m dealing with the loads of mucus and crap feeling.

That’s all for now,


Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow

I nominate my sister, art and roses to do this challenge and anyone who wants to do it.

Yesterday I was born. A ray of light crying out reaching for the stars. Sunshine bright in my eyes. Full of joy . Imagination running free. Fairies dancing around my windowsill. My small family and our company sharing our lives with one another. The world above us so free, so new, so full of hope. My feet racing around the backyard while I jump through sprinklers. The grass stains on my knees. Yesterday I had the world. The unknown soon to come. At night, staring at the stars, the moon always shinning bright. Riding my bike, holding on the handlebars while I pedal with my tiny feet. The helmet strapped onto my wind blown hair, enjoying the freedom it gave me. Playing hop scotch and jumping rope, the chalk on my fingertips. Late night movies with family, enjoying popcorn.

Today I experienced sadness, and reality. It crawls up and into your heart so slow, you don’t even know it’s happening. Then when it hits you don’t even notice because your so used to feeling that way. The night bringing darkness and shadows.Being unsure about everything. Today I experienced sickness. It drags you in and never lets go. Brings you down and causes your body to crumble. Then there’s the society of opinions. The world around you sucked into politics and social media and labels. The news and studies shaking the world for information. Holding onto the doubts and sucking in the guilt. Lack of motivation and life slowing only enough to take a short breath before it starts again. Drowning in thoughts.

Tomorrow I’ll show the world. You can be productive. People have a choice in life. You can either be successful or unsuccessful. But being successful doesn’t always mean it’s a good thing. If your rich, but don’t do anything about it, it doesn’t matter. If your success drives you, share that knowledge. Share the good things and bad things. Not everything in life is picture perfect and you shouldn’t have to put on a proud face and fit that picture. Tomorrow I’ll be someone. It doesn’t matter who as long as I am happy. I’ll learn to live, to feel a sense of freedom.

Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow.